I simply do not have any idea on....

• what to dress during Junior's Welcoming Night? Is either option goes with my colour of dress and theme, or it goes according to my heels. So?
  
• what to give my buddy? In fact, I was plan to buy her a cactus and other cutie stuff (which I don't think she is that type of girl who is keen on this kind of things, seriously. I mean, she is sort of independent, at least I feel so), but after that I just simply bring down that idea when Janis laugh at me about the chicken leg cactus. Lolz. So, I have no way to start about my present yet.
  
• whether to stick to my plan, go for the tonsil removal surgery or not. I promised my mum to go for the surgery already, but then I will have to sacrifice my holiday time which was only one week time after 10 weeks of studying. Ohno~
• whether I will be able to survive until I am on the way back to Penang with only RM 16 in my purse now as I am too lazy to go all the way to the ATM machine for the money. Guess will only enough for my Taxi fare to the bus terminal. So have to ikat perut this few days.

In the mean time, I am having a dilemma in whether to skip TITAS or not? If I am not going to, should I back in the middle of the class? T.T

I just came back from Pavilion and I saw a message in my other phone which is for my Maxis number..

The message goes like this...
" Amy, it is advisable to withdraw enough cash for shopping and keep ATM card in purse rather than swiping cause pick pocket will shop for Raya too.Take good care of yourself k? Decide to go for the surgery already? You grow up already, ma know you will be able to decide whats the best for yourself. Tired yesterday after preparing "fishcake" for you, that's why didn't call you. Bought a pair of scholl sandal for grandma, over budget. So sms will do temporarily? Don't tell grandma. Love, mum."

I read it, and all of sudden, without any reason, I felt my tears....

As I go through the message, I soon to realise, how lucky am I to get her as my mum.

It reminded me how struggle she was to learn mandarin and then teach me when I was in standard 1, how worried she was when I was admitted in the hospital despite I was already 16 that time... and...


She has always been the one I can trust and I believe in no secrets among us will be the best way in strengthening the bond between us.

I just miss her more than ever....

2 more days....

Give you guys a little of refreshment, Tada~~~~~~, finally, a photo / picture. *Claps*

Ya, I just noticed that my blog was too dead and full of words, so decided to start my new post with a recent photo of mine. The photo presented above was taken during the Seminar Pendidikan Palang Mearh Dan Undang - Undang Kemanusiaan Antarabangsa Organized by Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia (BSMM).From  6.30 am to 5.00 pm for the seminar. Learn anything? I guess so. At least till the moment I type this post, I still manage to remember Sir Henry Dunant. Konvensyen Geneva, at least. But what pissed me off was, no lunch was provided and they did not even inform us to bring food our self. The worst, I don't use to take breakfast. Sobx. But overall is fine and was definitely worth for my time in attending. *grin*


Next...

I joined a debate tournament and here is the picture of all of the junior debaters, seniors and adjudicators. And yes, I am having so much fun in debating. Nothing much to add on as i mentioned it during the n- previous post.

Yesterday he called me at about 4 am after received my message, complaining that I can't asleep despite lying on the bed since 2 am, sigh! And, yes,we have about 1 hour conversation. It was like a big gift to me considered he was so busy recently for his activities as well as his studies. So in order to be a good girlfriend, I tried my best in compromising with the hope that this relationship will last long. Seriously, I don't have the sense of security and faith in this relationship, at least not until his phone call yesterday.

In fact, I was always envy about Yi Ling for having such a perfect guy to take care of her, to be extremely nervous when she was sick, and so on. Then on the other way round, I think about him. Sigh again. Just feel that things never be in the way they should after our university life started and I might be just too afraid in losing him. even though I like to tell others how imperfect he is, Contradictory huh?

Furthermore, friends around me seems to have relationship problems lately, just like adding salt into my wound, my faith fade away even faster and EASIER. Sometimes, 4 years relationship will just ended up nothing, no matter how many effort you have put in. Another sigh. I saw long lasting one in distance relationship but at the same time, I saw failure too. Maybe my mum was right after all, don't have to bother about future problems, when they come, you will know a way in solving them.

Ok, what I mentioned in the above was before his phone call, but after that, those silly little things that i always worried about no longer seems to be a problem to me already, at least for this short period of time. He help me in gaining the faith and trust.

Just now during the red crescent talk and on the way back to kl from bangi, I curi-curi look at the couple with the personal score 1:1, Ya, Alex may be a perfect guy, but guess only to Yi Ling. For me? I think I will start to be OK with who he is right now, or maybe will start to like who he is in the near future.

So Amy, Stop complaining la!!!!!!!!!! Ya, trying to.......

You know what, people once told me that university life is FUN whereby you can experience a lot of things that u never did before. But till this moment, I still can't find any reason to love the place where I am going to be for the next 5 years, seriously. What I feel here is tired, tension and tired tension. Nah~ Perhaps things will change when my lesson start next week, we will see how.

I am currently staying in the forth floor, again my room is the nearest to the stair. Believe it or not, my room was always meant to be near to the stair case and I certainly love that. Haha. The other thing is, I can see KLCC here!!!!! Hoho.... You know, the twin towers will blink at night,(Is it blink by the way? Nah~ who cares?) make me feel like Christmas. Santa Claus is coming to town! Okok, I know I know, is too early for Christmas.

What else? Others was usual than usual.

I miss my Family and Him a lot....
With lots of loves from me....

I just back from watching Letter To Juliet.

It is entirely personal preference whether the movie worth for the time or not. But to me, It brings back my beliefs in eternity. Whether it is family's love, love between couple or may it between friends, I choose to believe they will last forever. Just as what Sophie wrote in the reply, never let 'what if' overtake everything. Instead of thinking something that may not be happen or making unnecessary assumption and prediction, why don't we just go for iy? At least you make no regrets. Remember you are not always given a chance to decide all over again...

It is never too late for everything, the same applied to be loved. It is beyond everything when it comes to love...

Believe in what should be is a wonderful thing after all...

P/s something real is something we can't see...

友达以上，恋人未满，又与暧昧有何分别？

与其在那儿犹柔寡断，倒不如不顾一切，勇敢争取所爱。

这事本来就与我无关，也不想与它扯上任何关系。

圆你之梦，我倒愿意。


可是你殃及我这池鱼， 你就休想独善其身，我更不会坐以待毙

唉，爱情真复杂。

Well, it has been a long time since my last post. I hope nobody miss me.

Ok, is 2010 now, a brand new year.  Recalling what I have done last year, weather is good or bad, is a past anyway, but I hope I do make no regrets. Starting from January last year, I worked; I got my driving license and drive for my very first time, I got my SPM result, disappointed for not getting JPA despite my hard attempt and out of options, I traveled south alone to further my studies, been involved in a rather complicated relationship, met tones of new friends, learn to communicate well with other races, fasting for the first time, wearing Baju Kurung, learn Johor Robik etc… is a wonderful year actually. It will only be part of my life / memory after all.

Continue from my last post…

After the test, I went for a trip to KL, memories of this, Here it is I met Chun Tze there, As usual, I keep on challenging his patience ( I didn’t do it intentionally k?) and he finally show his dissatisfaction… ended up, he get angry. Speechless. I don’t really know the reason, but somehow at some point I do act like this in front of him. My style perhaps? He is the one who teach me use cheese to mix with maggi, nice.

School reopen then, get my MUET test and catch up my syllabus. Painted my room for the 1^st time ( force to, of course), join for fashion show, and participated in fashion marching ( my block is the champion o),  gain a lot in chemistry race, sit for my mid semester test, and….. here I am, enjoying my holiday now… don’t have much description, let the pictures tell the stories. But.......... Some probelm here, picture cant be uploaded, so next time la

 

P/s   I actually plan to change my theme colour, but all of all, I still prefer black to other colour. I am ok with this theme, is just that, I don’t like the big word “gossip girl” there. If the time allowed me to do so, I will find a better one later. Temporarily, take this first considered I am a big fan of it. XOXO..

Just get my MUET result today. Speechless….

Considered I have nothing to post recently, I will just post this thing out. Tagged by Louis.

001. Real name: Amy Khoo
002. Nickname(s): Duck Mee, Meh Meh
003. Age: 18
004. Horoscope: Capricorn
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: A lot, don't know which to write
007. Middle School: SMJK CDK
o08. High School: None
009. College school: Johor Matriculation College
010. Hair colour: Browny black
011. Long or short: Long
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health freak: -
016. Drink or Smoke: Hehe
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Once
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: 8
020. Tattoos: None
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social in Penang / initially, definitely anti social in JMC
022. Right or Left: Right
023. First piercing: 4
024. First relationship: Dec 07
025. First Best Friend: Form 1
026. First Award: Maths comp
027. First Kiss:
028. First Pet: dog?
029. First Big Vacation: KL
030. First Love at First Sight: Nope
031. First Big Birthday: 18
032. First Surgery:
033. First sport you joined: Hockey
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Apple
035. Rock or Rap: -
036. Country or Scream: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: BS
39. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
41. TV or Internet: Internet
042. PlayStation or xbox: PS
043. Kiss or hug: Both
044. Iguana or turtle: None
045. Spider or bee: None
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: None
049. Eating: Now?
050. Drinking: Again?
051. Excitement level: Okok
052. I'm about to: Bloghopping
053. Listening to: nothing
054. Plan for today: Is night time now
055. Waiting for: Confirmation from him
056. Energy level: Low
057. Thinking of someone: Yup, him
058. Want kids: Definitely not in the near future
059. Want to get married: Not for this moment
060. When: The time come
061. How many kids do you want: 2
062. Any name in mind: Never think about it yet
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Nurse
064. Careers in mind: Doctor
065. Mellow future or wild: Wild
066. Something you would never try: Cant think of one
067. When do you want to die: When I am satisfied with what i have gone through

Which is better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)?
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: Funny
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller
071. Protective or Caring: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: None
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Arms
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: None
077. Muscular or Normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
079. Broken a bone: Supposedly Nope
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope
081. Ran away from home: -
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: -
083. Killed somebody: -
084. Broken someone's heart: Yep
085. Had your heart broken: Yep
086. Been arrested: -
087. Cried when someone died: Yup
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: nope
089. Yourself: Want to be the best despite knowing i will fail
090. Miracles: Hope so
091. Love at first sight: Nope
092. Heaven: Believe in its existence
093. Santa Claus: Belive when i was young
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people

Tag:
The 1st 5 guys/girls who read this/ whoever want

Yeah, science information now and I am doing nothing again.

Arrived here since 6.30 am yesterday night after a long + cold journey. Sleep well? Not really. Not to mention about my muscle ache after carried my damn heavy luggage.Should listen to my dad and get the luggage with the wheel, every girl carried this kind of bag except me. Stupid enough to do that. Now i don't even have the strength to wash my clothes, may get my dirty clothes done after couple days perhaps.

As mentioned before, I didn't really study for the past Raya holiday and I am kindda regret now. A lot of things need to cope with. Haiz...Amy Amy, go go go =.=!!!. 4 more weeks and I will be in Penang again.

Wanna make a record regarding the reunion for 5S1 at paradise beach.

They can be divieded into 2 major groups -- The CLHS & The Disted and left the minors.Well, of course, everybody changes -- A better change. Honestly, I really miss those time when all of us studied together, cheer together, especially the form 5 time. There are always "our" secrets. I don't think I can hve that again for the rest of my life lo. So, do appreciate the last year in secondary school ya.

Besides heroing, I Gossiping as well. Continued my Gossip Girl season 2, episode 10 after a long long pause since November last year. No choice, too lazy to download it. Then, another pause again at episode 16. No choice, too lazy to download it.May continue after my end semester examination.

Lolz, my classmates was studying already-- for worst, during this period. Gotta go. Hehe. Will update after a long long time.

 

Just wanna make a record here.

 

17^th September 2009

I arrived Penang at about 5 am in the morning, then waited my dad to pick me up. Fetched Shyan, Yong Tai, and Zhi Hsiung too and yeah…… I got to see, for real how big Syann house was. Arrived home at about 6.40 am. Sleep of course, wake up, eat, on-line, heroing again, chat with family, sleep. My first day gone.

 

18^th September 2009

I went to prangin for a hair cut wit Shirlynn (Makes no difference actually). Just realise my favourite Paparoti “outlet” move already. Sobx. Shopping then back. Continue on line and finally, sleep!

 

19^th September 2009

Do some English comprehension. On line. Blog hopping, then went Gurney for 2 movies. Saw Eugene there. Mana tau sui sui flooding. Arrived home at about 1 am something. Lolz. Wanna study, but tired liao, so sleep lo.

 

20^th September 2009

Go gurney again. Movie again. Nice movie.

 

21st September 2009

Class reunion at paradise beach and hence my skin becomes darker already. Didn’t eat much. Lazy. Then went Gurney again, with Joce. Haiz. At night, went shopping with family.

 

22nd September 2009

Cindy comes to my house. Chat again. At night, went out with Louis. Then drive a little.

 

23^rd September 2009

Actually, don’t have mood study d, but later on just realise quite many people start study already, start tension, then ka start touch book. But fall asleep after an hour. Gai nia.

 

24^th September 2009

Went Gurney AGAIN! Red box and movie. Exactly how many money I spent a? HATE PENANG. Now ma on line lo. Surprisingly, saw Chun Hong and yet I can still recognize him leh Kudos to me.

 

p/s Many people said I am getting fatter ad. So I have to do something already. Wish me luck k?

 

P/s Don’t really have mood to type a good post. That’s why updated it with sms language. Lolz.

 

p/s I DIDN’T STUDY TIOK!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe. Guess what, my science information lecturer said that the computer lesson for our class was far beyond others, so in the mean time, we are free to do any activities during this lesson so that other classes can catch up. We were like 'Huh?', Last time we were forced to have extra classes, as if we were really far behind and now we were told that we are ahead of others? =.=!!!

Recently, I just feel that 24 hours per day doesn't really enough for me, 6 schooling days per week ( with all the Raya replacement classes), lecturer rushing for syallabus, projects, assignments, not to mention that weekly damn long Biology and Chemistry Lab report. In fact, recalling secondary school lifes, all the lab reports I done were copied fom the reference book with all the result and discussion provided, all I have to do was, recopy it. Thing wasn't same here, no more spoon feed information but self searching, regardless what the sources are. (Pity those having thier lab lesoon on Monday since thier hard work are going to be photocopied. ) Well,I personally think that is a good way of leaning where by the students can be more self independent despite some time may be fruastrated with it. Ohya, forget to mention, I have got the end-semester examination time table + MUET time table...TENSION!!!!! Aiming for 4 flat actually, otherwise, all my dreams gone. It is a carry forward marks I think. One has to perform well in the 2 crucial/ important end semester examination as both the CGPA counted. Haiz....Strive for the best will do...

Something bother me for days, I just wish I could let it out....

As what I always said, human relationship is rather complicated. It usaully happen not accordingly, or to be more precisely, out of my expectation! At the end of the day, again, I am the one who been blamed. Maybe I am not as mature as somebody else where by ___ can give you all the useful advice all the time, but I did told you what I thought before that, and you simply ignore it. Am I too worth-less untill I dont't even qualified to intterupt your so-called stuff?  Dont't get me wrong, I am not accusing you here, is just, i hope that you will be responsible to what u said and what you act, bear the consequences please! Some how, it hurts you know? Just dont like the feeling when my kindness is not appreciated. Gerr~~

Exactly how many things I haven’t done and yet I am still blogging here. I never succeed in resisting the temptation of having a laptop in my room which suppose to aid in my report and assignment today. Hooi Yee definitely going to be surprise when she saw my post here, after I “partially describe” how busy I am. Grin Who cares?

 

Recently heard something from Fly Fm regarding the topic “ you have eaten something that you shouldn’t”, and one of the listener called and share his hilariously funny story, about mixing his chocolate with something seems like chocolates ,and most importantly, he ate it. It may sounds disgusting here, but trusts me, when he spoke it on air with all the details inside, it is more than enough to make you laugh for at least a 5 seconds. ( Oops, or I am the only one who did that?)

 

I wish to post more, but it is 2.45 am now, damn sleepy.

 

1)      Finally, my gang of friends started a pure English conversation among us today. Big clap please

2)      I will have my English quiz 4, or to be more precisely pre-MUET speaking test tomorrow. Cross finger, wish me luck ok?

3)      I wanna change my chemistry quizzes history tomorrow, that is fully-scored on that PARTICULAR paper. You know what, despite all the tips I get, I never fully sored in that fucking chemistry paper. For god sake! Even worst, with the words “misconception, explain further…” in that. I don’t see Yee Ling’s teacher deducted her marks, then why deducted mine? Self-muttering ignore it.

4)      I wish I could breathe in my lecture hall.

5)      Currently addicted to Love Game, by Lady Gaga, I just can’t get the lyrics out of my head. The way she treated Love as a boy-girl’s game can really make people feel the capability of love as much as you want without need to worry about the future and consequences. Love is just a game after all! You know la, everything might happen when love goes wrong. What happen to Rihanna was an obvious and convincing evidence of it. Hehe.

6)      Playing badminton at least twice a week, but surprisingly, I didn’t sweat a lot. If I continue like this, I don’t think I am able to lose any weight…sobbing. Really need to run KMJ meh?

7)      Actually what is Manglish?

8)      Lastly, you will never know how desperate I want to shorten the distance. You know what I meant….

 

Love me for who I am…..

Who am I? You sure you want to know? ( Guess where I quoting from? Hint, a movie. Lolz.)

 

1) Am I…

 

Spendthrift?

Depends. But most of the time I would rather be stingy. I love money! No doubt, I will spend wisely most of the time. But some time, when I am really out of my head, I will spend on some expensive stuff. Anyway, so far it just happens twice.

 

Selfish?

Well, some time. Especially when my own benefits are concerned. Don’t blame me for that, because the truth is, I love myself more than anybody does.  So what’s wrong of taking a really good care of myself after all? Being selfish does not necessary implies that I am m a bad person k?

 

Punctual?

Definitely no.

 

A secret keeper?

Emm, your secret will only safe with me if you inform me not to told anyone. Otherwise, I will not considered it as a secret and  please don’t blame me if I let it out one day. Lolz.  So, seriously, remind me to keep it as a secret if you don’t want me to reveal it “accidentally” some day.

 

A trustworthy one?

What do you think?

 

Intelligent?

Hehe, partially, I suppose.

 

Lazy?

Yup.

 

2) What do you think about…

 

 

Family?

They are the most reliable one. I can count on them most of the time and they wouldn’t betray me. They love me. You know what, I like the feeling when we reconciled after each quarrel. It makes me realise how important they are.

 

Friendship?

A must in my life. I need friends and probably a soul mate. Haha. Hate to be alone. It is so scary and helpless when no one beside you. ( Alicia Keys, No one. Swt!) But a piece of remind here, friends may be a good influence to you or vice versa. So, no offence, choose your friends wisely.

 

Love?

Orally, I will say what will be will be. But, deep in heart, I yearn for it. Don’t get me wrong ya, I yearn, but with conditions Ha…

 

Money?

Important!!!!!

 

(In fact, I get this message from my friend – through the phone, but I would rather post it here instead of typing these in the phone. Lame, I know. Lolz. )

 

But at last, how well you know me?

I feel a bit down today. Maybe is due to the holiday of mine is going to end soon. Frankly, I haven’t had this kind of feeling before, even during my secondary school’s holiday. You will never know how much fun I have over here, mum, dad, grandma, siblings, friends, not to mention about my home dishes and Penang food. Seriously, I think I have a rather serious “ Penang-missing” symptom. Hehe.

 

A short note here, I went back school on Tuesday with Sher Lan and Kam Yoke. Kam yoke’s college shut off due to the H1N1, so we plan to go back school on the same day. . Chit-chat there for about 3 hours I think. Coincidentally, met Mei Xian there. Then we start to compare the differences between Penang, Malacca, and Johor matriculation. After that,  I went to chat with Pn Gan and guess what? She gave me some of her Biology reference books and disc. It is the STPM and A-levels one.  Haha. Not cheap leh, and is rather new. Thanks to her.

 

I watched The Proposal on Tuesday night too. You know what; I sat couple sit for twice but the one who sitting beside me was never my boyfriend. The first time, I sat with Shu Wei during the celebration of Peng Kim’s birthday on 2006, watching ghost movie due to the sold out of tickets. This time, the same reason, I sat couple sit again, with Chun How. Lolz. Ohya, I wanna watch Ghost of my girl friend past today, but Queensbay cinema don’t have this show so…. Wasted!

 

By the way, my plan to get a mickey MP3 been disapproved by my mum, even if I use my own money. Come on, I have been long time didn’t spend any money on shirt, dress, pants, etc already. Can’t I just get what I want?

 

Look at them, aren’t they cute?

 

Which colour you prefer? Actually, I plan to have to blue one, as usual ( My fave colour), but……

 

 

For more information, here they are.

 

Well, do you realise that it is very hard to find a soul mate who really understands you well in most of the aspects? Ok, maybe you found one, or to be more precisely, you thought you found one, but how long you can maintain such kind of good relationship? Shaynn is probably right, you will know who you can really count on when the time come. But at the mean time, just experience what you have at this moment.

 

For what I have gone through so far, human’s relationship is kindda complicated. At school, even they / we are in the same class for so many years, it can still be observed that there is someone holding grudge towards someone, or someone is pretentious ( hehe ),; while in the working place, you will see how own benefits can be ahead of others, I don’t mean every working place is like that, but you will see how true it is when the time come. ( Let me have my pretended maturity a while ma.)

 

Ok, back to reality. I am going back this Saturday night which indirectly implies that I am going to stay away from the TV, shopping mall, fancy clothes etc for another 10 weeks. Sobx. Don’t feel like wana back la. Honestly, that place isn’t that bad la, just I prefer penang ma. Actually, I prefer Penang to be another country but not one of the state of Malaysia, and then stick to Penang’s education plan etc. Hehe. (Day dreaming…)

 

I will go to my previous school tomorrow. Hehe. I know  teacher sthere miss me…lolz…

 

Finally, I am back.

 

About the UPS, I don’t really have words to describe. I thought it will be very easy, but not until the moment before I handed in my Chemistry paper. In fact, it is not hard la, but still don’t know how I answer it until I screwed up/ partially screwed up that paper, and of course frustrated after that. Never mind, will try harder next time.

 

Then…….

 

I am in a “extremely lack of sleep” condition when I reached Penang. Damn sleepy!!! Due to the infamous Bus Company, I thought the bus I sat will going to be very uncomfortable and hot. However, it happens in an opposite way. 3 seats per row, and the air- con there was EXTREMELY COLD. I was shivering, where the journey not even started half an hour, Until I can’t stand it and ask Soon Shan to pass me her jacket since she got two. She was cold too. After reached, Hooi Yee’s dad drop me, at Soon Shan’s house and she took us to her mum’s shop to try on the healthy breakfast. Herballife if I am not mistaken! Emm, well I don’t use to have breakfast but they claim that breakfast is very important and considered as a “must not skipped meal”. Should I practise this healthy lifestyle after all?

 

Upon reaching home. I just manage to speak with my mum a few words before she leave for work. Slept then., until Joce called and said that she wanna bath at my house after her XXXX campaign at Disted. She drive me to gurney then. Miss her so much!!! We chat all the way there. I tried so hard to persuade her to join me for the Bon Odori but at last still failed. Should know her style earlier. Kar Wen them arrived at about 3.15 pm, and we watched “Harry Potter And The Half Blood Of Prince”. Well, it is much different from what I have expected. Still, the book is better.

 

Zi Kang fetched us to esplanade and parked his car at Saint Xaviers, like what he did last year, and we walked there. Crowded as usual. Back at 11.00 pm, I guess. Actually, I have been long time didn’t meet them already. So happy to meet them again.

Two weeks holiday isn’t enough for me, sobx…

 

P/s  Nowadays people play facebook, but at first, when I created that account, not much people have it but just now I have 46 unconfirmed friend request.. Haha. It really shows that I didn’t manage my account well. Paiseh…

Haha, I am here again. Wishing Chai Ling, Happy belated birthday. Well, I send her a birthday message on 6th june which in fact hers is on 11th june. Let her screw mw up of course.

I just realised that  the minimum MUET requirement for a profesional carrier, such as doctor, pharmacist for a typical chinese matriculation student is.......Band 4!!!! (For those Malays, band 3, I hate unfair stuff.) How am I going to make it? Reader's digest, Newapaper, Communicate in English, what else can I do? I don't have much time left as I am going to have my MUET paper this October!!! Furthermore, I don't have the option in essy part, only 1 argumentative essay with MATURE point and GOOD languange, MINOR grammatical error, WIDE in the usage of vocabulary etc. I didn't suceed in making that!!! (Feel so embarassing when the lecturer commented me, sobx.) Don't get me wrong ya, he is very nice and dedicate actually, just the way he commnting was a bit harsh, perhaps?May updated my blog twice a week, to make sure it is effective.( okok, just want to voice it out after been screwed. promise wouldn't have any similar complaining about that damn english stuff, just DO IT!) Yeah...

Whew, next.....I played tennis and FOOTBALL today. Kindda weird I know after reaslising so many pairs of eyes staring at me when I played with my other 2 friends.Lolz... Did any rules mention that girls can't play football? It was a 3 people football! ha...About the tennis, we played it in the badminton way such that the tennis ball was "flew" too high from the net. Now I know what's the difference between tennise and badminton. By the way, we planned to play squash next friday evening. New experience...

Next, love can really develop fast here. Either sending Kitkat chocalate durinng the lesson, help in promoting his/her ideal one so that he/she can win in the Pilihan Raya JPP KMJ, or love letter passing around...I was like 5 weeks nia wo? Can fall in love that fast? But anyhow, This will be the kind of "dessert" in my matrix life, I suppose. It is undenieable that they are very happy and sweet untill it can be "contagious", haha...( Any more suitable words to describe?)

Another "memorable" experience today, I cough whenever the lecturer wana say something, untill she pek chek and ask "siapa yang batuk ni?" I was so paiseh to raise my hand up with more than 250 pairs of eyes stairing at me at the lecturer hall. it is not my fault ok? I cant endure and I had already trying my best to reduce the noise.

P/s, a piece of advice, never get sick elsewhere unless that is your home. (Still, It is better to stay healthy la, but it is impossible not to get sick right?) It was really torturable. I start to miss my mum's soup and voices. Mummy....

5 more weeks left, Miss penang!!!!!!

A short update after I leave Penang. For further detail, click this. More or less will be the same. Czyin is a very friendly girl anyway. Never realise that I will be able to meet a net friend here. Haha.

Well, life was very simple here.Quizes, assignment........Doing exactly the same thing everyday. Everything is fast here. I dont really sure whether I am able to cope with it or not, not to mention about the lecturer commented me with an immature point in essay. I hate MUET.....

Next, I think I can really speak malay now, ( nothing to proud with, I know), The malays are actually very friendly, of course not all of them. So shame to have the bad pespective towards them in the first place. Especially my roommates, they are very nice actually.

Fortunately / unfortunately, my curicular activity happen to be aerobic dance. I keep laughing every time as the steps are really funny...

( What am I typing, no point at all....)

Mr Rameshen, my muet teacher ask us to write diary every day, to improve our grammar. But, i don't think it helps after all. See the quality of this post, it sucks....Gerr....

Well, I am not happy recently. I don’t even know what the reason is; just…feel that I have to bother lots of things which others would probably think that I am over-worried.  Haiz..I am going to Tangkak, Johor on 11^th may, sobx. So far away……sigh! FYI.

 

Sometimes, I realise it was wrong but I insist to do it. Sometimes, I knew it is fruitless but I never think of quitting. Sometimes, I have already expected the ending, but I still sorely disappointed. Sometimes, I am clear of the fact, but I would rather choose to be oblivious of it. Sometimes, sometimes…..Why can’t just I escape from all those staff? I tried my very best , isn’t it? Everything comes at once which I am doubt about my ability to handle it.  

 

Lolz, enough for today. I know god is always beside me